in gaining i lose.
yet when i reconsider,
the grotesquely beautiful truth remains.
I am His and in HIM aolne
am i me with reference to the cross.
In the suffering of my Savior, i am saved,
That's all there is to know.
Becoming RATIONAL
March 9, 2009It has been said that a decision is the best choice of alternative course of action. When conflict arise, the best way to handle it is to take the least-risk and arrive at a win-win situation. Right now, I have two alternative course of action, either I stay or I resign. Being in the crossroad is downright confusing. Perhaps the only time I see the real change in the experience is when I see how different people react differently to my decision. But where my emotions reign, I need to resist fanning the fire of pleasing other people. If I would decide otherwise, I wanted to do it for myself. Actually, If I had it my way, I would not have chosen the one over the other. Because both choices are limiting and obligatory. It it a classic dichotomy of the private and the public sector. I know that the right thing to do is not always easy. So just once, I asked myself, am i here when i should be elsewhere?
