in gaining i lose.
yet when i reconsider,
the grotesquely beautiful truth remains.
I am His and in HIM aolne
am i me with reference to the cross.
In the suffering of my Savior, i am saved,
That's all there is to know.
DAMNED
March 30, 2009
I am damned
lost in the dark abyss of confusion
sinking deeper into the big “D”
Hiding into the black curtain of oblivion.
I am damned
Damned from soul-searching introspection of my identity
Damned by the gods of my selfish desires
Damned by my own will
Damned with no chance of escape
I am damned
In laughter, in light, in bliss.
I am damned and it feels great.
I am damned because I am human.
I am damned and I still exist.
I am damned with a life.
I am damned with priviledges.
Damned with responsiblities.
Damned with love.
I am damned from conception to grave.
Damned to see the sunrise.
Damned to witness the sunset.
Damned to smell the flowers.
Damn I am damned.
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